8.2.20

Do you have a life partner?

It is always amusing how people should throw such a question to another person.
While to me, a partnership is a luxury I can't afford. I wonder how it comes easy for others.

Partnership took a lot of forms of commitment.

It can get very lonely sometimes here in this void. Sometimes I think that I'm probably condemned by somewhat of a karmic past life I did. But when think it over again and again, I don't think partnership is for me.

I don't think I can afford to see how the person I care about should ever experience what my past partners have had to cope with. How they have to deal with the societies apparently have destructed them.

At least, for now, I rather have the affable forms of friendship.