40 Days

I miss you terribly, Mama.

 What is the right thing to do, Engeline?

I miss you Ma.

the weight of your smile

I never thought it would be too heavy for me to see younsmile. Now that you are not with us anymore. That same smile that used to lighten up my days.

I miss you Mama. All the time.
I miss you. It doesn't seem fair for me to breathe and move on without you.

I don't know how I'll be able to heal myself Ma. I met someone that I've grown attached to. A sweet kind person. A pure soul. You'll like this person Ma. If only you've known this person before you left.

Bandage

The bandage you've always need to put on to cover your  wound weren't needed anymore.
I think I might need it now. I just don't know where and how to put it onto.

I miss you all the time, Mama. You've appeared in everyone's dream. Why not mine?